pick pocketed

I was in the Philippines last week. I decided to shop for some clothes because it's Christmas and i need new clothes to wear for some parties. For some reason i decided to bring my sling bag and my big wallet. After shopping for a top. I took money out of my wallet, a 1000 peso bill. Then i put the change in my pocket. Then i roam around, i went to this tiange where some vintage necklaces were for sale. I bought one then suddenly i decided to look for my wallet and it's now gone. My 2 phones are still inside but not my wallet. I have a very small bag that's why i panicked because i know that it's gone. When i noticed that i don't have my wallet anymore in my bag i went to the guard to report this. I went to the costumer service and they were polite to ask the guards to roam around and see if the thief threw my wallet some place else because i really need my ID's and all that. i have 3 dollars and 1700 pesos in that wallet. Come on my id's are there together with my atm which by the way has no value. anyway, long story short i never got to see my wallet again. i'm really not sure if the guards really roamed around. I, actually roam around to see whether my wallet is being thrown in a trash can or what not.

BEFORE THAT HAPPENED, i actually noticed that a guy were staring at my bag, he went near me but i held my bag in front of me while i ask the lady to assist me in changing my phone's screen protector. I was so stupid and careless for not taking care of my valuables well. I haven't kept an eye for it. I'll never bring a sling bag ever again. I realized that a shoulder bag is much better as it stays nearer to your body.

This is the FIRST time that it ever happened to me. I usually go to malls by myself. the same bag, i sometimes forget that my bag is open but never in my life did this ever happened to me that someone pick pocketed me. This is the first time and i'm sure that i closed my bag after paying for the top i bought. come on philippines, why do you have such POOR people that needs to rob someone else to have money? what pisses me off is that IT'S a FUCKING "MALL" it supposed to have a good security. i'll go back there maybe tomorrow just to see if they found it. BUT MAN, these people are CRAZZZYYY. i mean, that was GENIUS and FAST. FUCK this life. i'll never go back to that mall EVER again. this didn't even happened in MANILA were crime rate is really high. it happened some place in laguna.. GEEZ. POOR PEOPLE. i hope you die. I hope you're conscience is torturing you already. I hope you'll die painfully slow. i hate you!!

question

how should you react when someone says something hurtful to you?

Gossip Girl Quotes

One of the things i love about gossip girl is that it touches my heart well. It is a reflection of every young adult and adult's experiences of today. When things are a bit off, I throw myself into the couch, watch every series that i love and try to feel what the characters feel. I love it when Gossip Girl says her lines and it make sense, actually. Here are some of Gossip Girl's quotes and lines. XOXO



SEASON 1

Gossip Girl: And who am I? That's one secret I'll never tell ... You know you love me. XOXO, Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl: Did B think S would go down without a fight? Or can these two hotties work it out? There's nothing Gossip Girl likes more than a good cat fight. And this could be a classic.

Gossip Girl: Super-successful parents expect nothing less from their offspring. And when it comes to college, that means the Ivies. It's more than just getting into college, it's setting a course for the rest of your life. And those who aren't legacies are no exception. When parents have sacrificed for their children, what kid would want to let them down?

Gossip Girl: Some might call this a fustercluck. But on the Upper East Side, we call it Sunday afternoon.

Gossip Girl: Looks like Blair and Chuck came with quite the appetite... for destruction, that is.

Gossip Girl: This just then, S and B committing a crime of fashion. Who doesn't love a five fingers discount, especially if one of those fingers is the middle one... Everyone knows you can't choose your family but you can choose you friends. And in a world ruled by bloodlines and bank accounts, it pays to have a pal. As much as a BFF can make you go WTF, there's no denying we'd all be a little less less rich without them. And Serena and Blair? They do best things better than anyone. No, that's not a tear in my eye, it's just allergies. Without you, I'm nothing. Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl: Spotted -- Lonely Boy's rude awakening. Upper East Side Queens aren't born at the top. They climb their way up in heels, no matter who they have to tread on to do it.

Gossip Girl: Call us old school. But sometimes the fairly tale requires the knight to get off his ass and saddle up his steed.

Gossip Girl: Spotted on the steps of the Palace -- Cinderella stepping onto a pumpkin instead of her carriage. Lucky for Lonely Boy, there's more than one stable filling our inbox.

Gossip Girl: If Blair has got to watch her back, Serena needs to keep an eye on her heart. We hear it may have been stolen by Lonely Boy.

Gossip Girl: Too bad no one told him: you can't save a damsel if she loves her distress.

Gossip Girl: Here's a little tip, Jenny: the faster you rise, the harder you fall. Hope that Hello Kitty sleeping bag doubles as a parachute.

Gossip Girl: Didn't anyone tell you N? Be careful what you wish for.

Gossip Girl: Looks like this little lamb needs to stay silent or else.

Gossip Girl: What was it we say about appearances? Yes, they can be deceiving. But most of the time, what you see is what you get.

Gossip Girl: According to the Catholic Church, mortal sin can only be absolved through the sacred act of confession. But it looks like a certain lost Princess found herself in desperate need of unburdening. And who is the man upstairs to discriminate?

Gossip Girl: Looks like the pot calling the kettle black has young Bass boiling over. And if we know Chuck, he's not one to let things lie. Someone pour that man a drink.

Gossip Girl: As you might have guessed, Upper East Siders, prohibition never stood a chance against exhibition. It's human nature to be free, and no matter how long you try to be good, you can't keep a bad girl down.

Gossip Girl: So what will it be Nate? Blair Waldorf's hand or your fathers head?

Gossip Girl: Speak of the Devil and he doth appear - wearing his trademark scarf. Careful, B. Hell hath no fury like a Chuck Bass scorned.

Gossip Girl: Serena van der Woodsen, looks like your invitation just arrived... with strings attached. Come out, come out wherever you are!

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Nate Archibald learning you don't know a good thing until it's gone... and found someone else.

Gossip Girl: This just in - we hear there's a cold war brewing between Lonely Boy and a certain blue blood. We never thought we'd say this ourselves...
Serena: There you are. What's going on?
Dan: I'll tell you what's going on. I just became your escort to the ball.
Gossip Girl: ... But our money's on Brooklyn for the win!

Gossip Girl: Hear those silver bells? It's Christmas time in the city. Some families actually do make the Yuletide gay, managing to leave their troubles far away. Other families have a merry little Christmas even when their troubles aren't so far away. Some presents might end up getting returned. Some gifts are for keeps. Other presents come when you least expect them. And everyone knows the biggest present comes in the smallest box. Then there are those boxes you wish you had never opened. Have a holly, jolly Christmas! XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: This just in; St. Jude's has a new policy. An eye for a lie!

Gossip Girl: Hear those Silver Bells? It is Christmas time in the city.

Gossip Girl: (about Blair) Looks like Daddy's girl isn't made of sugar and spice and everything nice after all.

Gossip Girl: Hey, Upper East Siders! It's Christmas in New York. And along with the season comes the Constance Billard-St. Jude's Bazaar; where the only thing bizarre are the donated items for sale.

Gossip Girl: Spotted spinning at Wallman Rink, the Blair-capades. All the grace of Nancy Kerrigan, but packing the punch of Tonya Harding.

Gossip Girl: Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. As for me, I'm happy right where I am. I only wanna be with you. xoxo ... Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl: Who knew B and C were such patrons of the arts? Call it philanthropy or bribery, it looks like everyone has their price.

Gossip Girl: Spotted - Lonely Boy learning that when the punishment fits the crime, there's no reason you can't serve your sentence in style.

Gossip Girl: There's a weak link in every chain. And it's just a matter of time before this one snaps.

Gossip Girl: On the Upper East Side, it's easy to think that the world is exactly as it appears. Refined, elegant, imposing... But sometimes, all it takes is a little key to open the door to the wild side.

Gossip Girl: One good scandal deserves another.

Gossip Girl: Looks like the Virgin Queen isn't as pure as she pretends to be. If Blair Waldorf lied about that, what else did she lie about? Who's your Daddy, B? Your baby's Daddy that is... Two guys in one week? Talk about doing the nasty, or should I say being nasty.

Gossip Girl: What's the difference between gossip and scandal? So glad you asked. Anyone can commit a minor indiscretion and generate a day's worth of buzz, but in order for gossip to birth a true scandal it requires the right person to be in the wrong place. Take one "it" girl on a pedestal, add a crowd eager to see her fall, and give them the means to knock her down.

Gossip Girl: And for a scandal to really blow up, all it needs is an unexpected turn.

Gossip Girl: As any good general knows, you never let your soldiers see you sweat. Looks like this battle's ending at Butter, and the win goes to B. Victory is sweet.

Gossip Girl: One may be the loneliest number... But sometimes only the lonely can play. Wake up little Jenny. The bitch is back.

Gossip Girl: The French Revolution had cake, the American Revolution had tea, but looks like the overthrow of Blair Waldorf, well... Who said you need a silver spoon to dole out just desserts?

Gossip Girl: Waky waky Upper East Siders. Spring Break is done and I'm starved for the dish. Give me the deets.

Gossip Girl: Hope that wasn't the wrong answer, S. This test doesn't grade on a curve.

Gossip Girl: Don't look so sad little J! The sun will come out tomorrow, even though your boyfriend did today.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Jenny Humphrey wading in the Met fountain fishing for change. Blair Waldorf seen dallying with an off-duty doorman at the Blarney Stone on a Monday night. It looks like the battle between the Queen B and Little J has moved from the streets to the blogs. Who's sending this debasing dish? I have a feeling.

Gossip Girl: But the worst thing the truth can do? Is when you finally tell it, it doesn't set you free... but locks you away, forever.

Gossip Girl: This just in, Asher Hornsby has been spotted locking lips before class but not with his girlfriend. Looks like gentlemen don't prefer blondes, Little J, they prefer other gentlemen. Is this just another round of blanks fired between B and Little J? I'm tired of being the bearer of bad grudges. This is the last item that goes to press without proof.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, B. and C. reunited to defend S.'s honor. With friends like these, who needs armies?

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Lonely Boy, on the Upper East Side, learning the lesson that nothing stays missing for long.

Gossip Girl: Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today, in the face of this company, to watch this man and this woman totally F things up. Excuse while I pull out a hanky and pass it to S and D. Looks like I'm not the only one who cries at weddings.


SEASON 2

Gossip Girl: Chuck Bass waiting for the Jitney. A dozen roses in one hand, his heart in the other. You know what they say: A man is a good thing to come home for. But an even better thing to come home with.

Gossip Girl: Ain't karma a bitch? We know Blair Waldorf is.

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Blair Waldorf at Charles de Gaulle, homeward bound. What could possibly make Queen B abandon her two dads before Labor Day? We bet Chuck Bass wants to know.

Gossip Girl: Unlike the rest of us, sex lies and scandal never take a vacation. Instead, they take the Long Island Expressway and head east - to the Hamptons! Some of us would say summer is the busiest season. Think Park Avenue, but with Tennis whites, and Band de Soleil. The players change, but the game remains the same.

Gossip Girl: They say summer love is fleeting. But sometimes what starts as a fling, can lead to the real thing. A simple trip to the beach can be all it takes to clear our heads and open our heads, and write a new ending to an old story. There are those who got burned by the heat. They just want to forget and start over. While there are others who want each moment to last forever. But everyone can agreed on one thing - tans fade, highlights go dark, and we all get sick of getting sand in our shoes. But summer is the beginning of a new season, so we find ourselves looking to the future. You ain't seen nothin' yet. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: When words get in the way, there's really only one thing left to do.

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Serena and Nate in a massive display of PDA... and that's exactly what Dan Humphrey is. Pretty. Damn. Angry.

Gossip Girl: Cheers to that, Blair. Nothing says welcome home like a bottle of bubbly... or a scandal bubbling.

Gossip Girl: Summer Tip #3. Take time to stop and smell the flowers. It's true that all good things must come to an end. August is no exception. They don't call it Fall for nothing.

Gossip Girl: Summer Tip #2. There is no "we" in summer. Only u and me.

Gossip Girl: As summer comes to an end, I'd like to share a few things I've learned about fun in the sun. Gossip Girl's guide to summer fun tip #1: Don't fall asleep on the job. The best hookups are free of morning breath and awkward conversation. The only thing better than making up ... is waking up.

Gossip Girl: Summer vacationers traverse the globe in search of new sights and experiences. But when it comes to scandal, I'll take Manhattan every time. Welcome home, Upper East Siders. You know you missed me. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: What's this? Chuck's date and Blair's date are mother and son? And Nate and Blair are exes? And Nate and the mother are in a book club? Now there's a novel plot twist.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Chuck Bass putting his new BFF on speed dial. Is it the beginning of a beautiful bro-mance? Or the end of Blair's bid to be British?

Gossip Girl: In these last hazy days of summer, a few simple tips to beat the heat: 1. Drink plenty of fluids. 2. Stay out of the sun. 3. Limit all physical activity... that is, within reason.

Gossip Girl: If you can't stand the heat ... there's always a cold shower.

Gossip Girl: Spotted: S and Lonely Boy locking lips like all is forgiven. Will round two be any better?

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Lady B acting not so lady-like. Hope you kept the receipt for that tiara, B.

Gossip Girl: Love may fade with the season, but some friendships are year round. Like you and me! You know you love me. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: Looks like Lady B is determined to have it all. Question is... who with?

Gossip Girl: Sorry to break it to you B, but this party just went over... to the dark side.

Gossip Girl: Sound the trumpet, strumpets!

Gossip Girl: They say in fashion that you can become a success overnight. But one minute you're in, and the next, you're out.

Gossip Girl: Don't get mad, get in.

Gossip Girl: One bad thing about making a deal with the devil is, he always comes to collect.

Gossip Girl: Every girl dreams about finding her Prince Charming. But if that prince refuses to come?

Gossip Girl: Poor little orphan Jenny, looks like she needs a Daddy Warbucks, but Daddy Warbucks don't grow on trees. At least on a tree that grows in Brooklyn.

Gossip Girl: More towers than Trump, more bucks than Bloomberg. Bart Bass definitely made his mark on Manhattan. The passing of a public figure can shake a whole town. But the real story is always the one happening in private. Away from the headlines. At home.

Gossip Girl: The past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present.

Gossip Girl: Who knows, maybe third time's a charm. But let's not break out the bubbly just yet.

Gossip Girl: Pop quiz. What do you get when you cross Chuck Bass, a billion dollars and Bart cold in the ground?

Gossip Girl: One thing about being on the top of the world.. it gives you a long, long way to fall.

Gossip Girl: Spotted at Victrola, Lonely Boy and Chuck Bass having a heart to heart. What or who do they have talk about? And will Serena will be the last to know?

Gossip Girl: Word is Serena van der Woodsen tangoed in the New Year in the plazas of Buenos Aires.

Gossip Girl: Gossip Girl here, welcoming you to the New Year. When Manhattanites who flew south for the sun return to their Park Avenue perches. Which means I have a lot of catching up to do. Word is, Serena van der Woodsen tangoed in the New Year in the plazas of Buenos Aires. Guess that means Lonely Boy was all alone when the clock tolled twelve. And what of Little J? Rumor is she's trading runways for hallways. So long high fashion, hello high school. Blair Waldorf has been spotted making inroads at The Colony Club. With high school nearing its end, has Queen B. found a new social ladder to climb? So the only real question remaining: Where in the world is Chuck Bass? And is he ever coming back?

Gossip Girl: Sticks and stones may break bones, but a poison pen is the best revenge.

Gossip Girl: The thing about new beginnings is that they require something elso to end.

Gossip Girl: True love and betrayal. Revenge and more revenge. A heroine with an impossible goal. If only Mozart had lived on the Upper East Side. But you can keep your magic flute, Amadeus. All this queen wants is a golden ticket to Yale.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, B hot for teacher. Too bad Miss Carr doesn't remember the devil is in the details.

Gossip Girl: Every great leader knows, you don't send your girls into the field unarmed. If we know Blair Waldorf, munitions are on their way.

Gossip Girl: While Upper East Siders are hitting the snooze button, Blair Waldorf had a rude awakening when the rooster crowed at dawn this morning.

Gossip Girl: They say every action has an equal and opposite reaction, and once something is set on motion, it can't help up to build a momentum.

Gossip Girl: One thing is certain on the Upper East Side - what goes around, comes around.

Gossip Girl: Some endings take a long time to reveal themselves. But when they do, they're almost too easy to ignore. Some beginnings start so quietly, you don't even notice they're happening. But most endings come when you least expect them. And what they portend is darker than you've ever imagined. Not all beginnings are cause for celebration. A lot of bad things begin, fights, flu season and the worst thing of all... Want to be starting something? XOXO. Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: In life, as in art, some endings are bittersweet. Especially when it comes to love. Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart. Sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong. And, as they say, timing is everything. Looks like this story might just have a second act. Let's hope it's not a tragedy. XOXO. Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: Sometimes, the hero finally makes the right choice, but the timing is all wrong.

Gossip Girl: Every actress eventually finds the hook into her character. Even if sometimes life has to give her a little push. But don't worry, B, when God closes a door, he opens a play.

Gossip Girl: On the Upper East Side, all the world's a stage and the men and women merely players. But once a year, Constance St Jude's students shed their usual roles and take on new ones for the Senior Class play. This year's pick? "The Age of Innocence." Before Gossip Girl, there was Edith Wharton, and how little has changed. The same Society snobs still reigned, only in corsets and horse-drawn carriages.

Gossip Girl: Poor Miss Iowa caught playing Mrs Robinson. Looks like the teacher just got schooled.

Gossip Girl: Cuidado España, here comes el problema.

Gossip Girl: Baruch Atah ay Dios mio! This Passover is going to get its own Spanish Inquisition!

Gossip Girl: Ahh ... who knew the MotherChucker could also play fairy godmother. But if C just made B's dreams come true, why does it feel like our queen is standing with the wrong king?

Gossip Girl: You wanted to meet Gossip Girl? Well, look around. I'm nothing without you. And while most high school friendships fade, it's my hope that what happened today will bond you forever. Now that all my secrets are out, you have a clean slate. Until college. Congratulations, I'm coming with you.

Gossip Girl: Serena van der Woodsen just couldn't leave well enough alone. Since she had to find out the truth about me, I'm going to tell you the truth about everyone. Every gossip bomb I've got is about to drop, and if you've got a problem with that, take it up with her. Ever wonder why Miss Carr left town? It's because Dan Humphrey had sex with her during the school play...

Gossip Girl: Not so fast. You're not graduating until I give you my diplomas. Mine are labels, and labels stick. Nate Archibald: Class whore. Dan Humphrey: The ultimate insider. Chuck Bass: Coward. Blair Waldorf: Weakling. And as for Serena van der Woodsen, after today, you are officially irrelevant. Congratulations, everyone. You deserve it.



More of Gossip Girl lines on my next blog. XOXO..

:))

pity

When we feel that world is not being fair to us we tend to pity ourselves. We tend to cry, blame people and blame God. We use all our power to show pride but at the end of the day we can't help but to pity ourselves. I hate to say it but this is normal for people. It's never an easy task to admit that you're weak and that you pity yourself.

What should you do?

Let go of the things that make you sad. Let go of the people who don't treat you right. Leave them behind and start a new life without them.

You love that person? You can't live without that person? You're happiness is that person itself?

If that person feels the same way too, you shouldn't feel the way you're hurting right now. You shouldn't be there cursing the world because people were unfair.


Is it really that hard to let go?

Yes. It is hard. That's why you have to be with your strongest companion in your weakest days. You should be with God. You have to be with your friends. You have to learn how to love yourself first and how to trust yourself that you can do this.

You have to leave the people who hurt you and hurting you.


Good day

push over

have you had a partner or a friend that push you over your limits? have you ever meet someone who always ask you a favor that you can't say no to?

i've been a push over too, and i hate it. sometimes i do things that i really don't want to do just to please that person. i just cry out of anger because i really don't want to do it but i can't stop. i can't stop because i fear of losing that person. i've been asking myself as to why i'm doing such things. i ask myself over and over, do i really have to do this for that person? is it even worth it? is it even fair? and lastly, can that person return the favor or this is just a one way thing? sometimes, i really want to crush myself and just die because of being such a push over. i know and i feel that something's or someone's being unfair to me, but i just can't quit it, i can't say no.

example:

"hey can you do this (proposal paper) for me?"

ME: hmm. i have a lot of things to do at home later, you know i do chores and my homework too.

"pls? :D"

ME: o..ok. yeah sure! :| :)

at home...

ME: what the.. what now? i have lots of things do! i don't have much time.. oh well, then i guess i won't sleep all night :(

at school..

"hey! are you done with my paper?"

ME: yeah. here. :)

"oh hey, you did this the wrong way. come on! i trusted you on this one. damn, what am i going to do now? i'll not be able to pass this. PLS don't talk to me for the meatime ok? "

me: sorry. maybe we can do some changes :(

"no you can't, i have to pass this now! goodbye"

later...

ME: WHAT THE FUCK! I DID EVERYTHING THAT I COULD AND THAT'S MY REWARD???!

that was just an example of many scenarios that i've been through. that's not even the worst favor i got from someone. being a push over is really not good especially when you're already old enough to think for yourself and to say no.

but eventually the fear will fade and you'll learn how to say no. just don't be afraid. never let anyone to be your master, never let anyone stomp on you and have a little pride for yourself. remember to always have something left for yourself. (this especially applies when it's about money, that's a serious matter)

good day everyone. :)

forgiveness

did anyone hurt you? anyone made you look like a fool? have you ever felt being betrayed by your closest friends? if yes, read this. i understand how it feels. you want to kill and smash their bones, right? you curse them everyday and every minute of your life and you even wish for them to die, right? well, it's not entirely wrong to think about doing those things. what's wrong is actually doing those. i mean, that would be insane. the thing is we can't change the fact that it will really take some time for you to have the courage to forgive someone. one thing is pride, another is ego and of course, it is because you still hate the person and you don't want to move on. if you say "no, i have moved on, it's just that i can't forgive that person yet" then, i'm sorry to say this you haven't moved on yet! it's true, that sometimes the hardest things to do in life are the right things to do. when someone hurt you so bad or betrayed your trust, it will never be easy for you to forgive. in your mind, it will never be right to forgive the person who wronged you. especially if it's someone who you really loved and cared for a long time. well it really depends on what degree the situation is, and to what extent the fault went. you know what does it really takes for you to move on? believe it or not, the first step is to FORGIVE. it takes time to mend a broken heart and it also take a lot of time to do some effort for changes. it takes time to get used to the new path you've chosen after whatever tragedy you went through. it takes some time to move on and it takes some time to forgive. it took me almost five years to forgive some of my friends. it was worth it, or so atleast i thought it was. Now, we see each other as strangers. because you can't bring back something that has been destroyed. friendship and relationship are not recycable just like any wrecked "ship" in the sea. you can be with them again but it will never be the same. it will never be good as new but you can do things to save things that can be saved. or maybe you can start over, let go of the things that hurt you, learn to forgive so you can move on, love that person again like you've never been hurt before. who knows, maybe it'll work this time around. it's just a matter of choice. There are times that i still feel the anger inside my heart. memories won't leave you alone. memories haunt you and you have to learn how to deal with it to avoid the rage. you have to find ways to divert your attention to happy thoughts. forgiveness is not a bad thing. yes, it will take a lot of courage and pride but it will surely be worth it. being unable to forgive restricts you from moving on. while being able to forgive gives you a new life and a little sense freedom.

moving on

a happy person is not always happy indeed. day by day you make everyone believe there's nothing wrong and that you're conpletely okay when in reality you're broken. people call it courage but for me it's all pride. a person with a strong personality and a hard facade is a person who has a very soft and sensitive spot. most of the time these people are those who have been through a lot of bad stuffs. well, sometimes, it takes only a few moment of sadness to turn a sweet person into being a cold hearted one and sometimes even a lot of hardships and sufferings wont change a person's perspective in life. it really depends on the situation and how a person will face every hard situation.

in every hard situation there are two choices, swallow it or let it swallow you.

when you're suffering in a bad situation and you let every bad thing swallow your whole being, it will just put you into a madness. the madness will give you bitterness and when the madness fade the memories behind the madness will continue to haunt you down. these memories will affect you and your whole being. every choice you make will be different. that's because you already learned things about life. this will now limit your decisions and your moves. every mistake from your past will forever be within you and use it everytime you have to decide for things. it will limit your life! it wil change your personal relationships and your personality. when you let every memory from the past swallow you, you'll never move on.

so what will you do? will you swallow it and let everyone step on you or let it swallow you even though it will limit your life.?

well, i learned a lesson in how i met your mother and here's what the future Ted said.

you can just let it go