dreams

do you have something in mind that you want to achieve ever since you were a kid? have you ever had the vision of what you will do after high school? what course do you want to take, what school do you want to go, what place do you want to live. these are common questions that a fresh high school graduate asks themselves every year. after they got the their answers, i wonder if how many of those kids made the right choice, how many of those quit after the 1st semester? college was a roller coaster ride for me. i've taken my bachelor's degree for 5 and a half years. 2 reasons, 1. i shifted my course in favor of my parent's wishes. 2. i encountered some problem including my boyfriend during that time (long story, can't be summed up into one post and no, no one got pregnant) this college thing was something new. i was a dorky girl, no fashion sense but hey i'm pretty enough. :) so anyway, my 1st year in college was awesome, i met some friends, learned to party with friends and i learned how to be responsible. i learned that college wasn't easy, you have to study hard to pass every subject. the city was nice in every sense, the dormitory which i live in is not very nice but i love the girls i live with. they are the nicest people you will ever meet. 2nd year college was also fun, girls started to get used to the city and they started to have boyfriends just like me. after my 2nd year in college, a lot of things changed, i shift to other course that i don't even like, i transferred to a school that i hate and my boyfriend and i broke up, without me knowing it... that pretty much summed it all up. haha. so my dream is to become a renowned doctor, hey a girl can dream. i never planned this to be more time consuming as it was already. no one knew this would happen, i planned my career all my life and all of those dreams vanished when i transferred. i never wanted to be a nurse but i can say i pretty much enjoyed the whole experience. it was a great ride, actually. being physically around the patients is a lot of fun. but the learning is too practical, it lacks from real learning. i can mock nursing all day long if you want me to but i wont do that today. i'm still contemplating if i'm going to take up medicine or not. i'm torn between money and dream. i want to have a job right away but at the same time i want to pursue my dream. you know that feeling when all of your friends are earning a lot already and you're still depending on your parents. that sucks. but i want to be someone. i want to reach my dreams. i want to attend my alumni homecoming party wearing a white coat. hahahahahahaha..