adrenaline rush

last night was another "here comes adrenaline rushed words" night. when i get too angry about something to someone really close to my heart i can't help but to blurt out words i never had too. well, i was too patient enough that for the past years of our relationship never did i blurted out hurtful words. he keeps on saying nasty things to me though. he even cursed me and in every argument i never felt any respect at all. the way he speaks to me when he's not in the mood or angry is very intolerable, though i tolerated it for years. it became inevitable for me not to fight back. i mean, come on he's been a jerk for sometime it think it's time for me to be a bitch right? not bitch, "BITCH" but a girl who knows how to defend herself. is that so wrong? i know i made a point to last night's argument about "joking" so he blocked all of our connections. whenever i made a point he gets angry like this like it's always my fault. come on. what a jerk. even if i'm saying all these things, i hate the fact that i still love him no matter what. i don't know why! he treats me like crap but still i love him. what in the world is wrong with me!!! i can't even use my exclusive accounts in fb and twitter to pour all these things to. because he will never like the fact that i said all these things. thank God no one knows who am i in this blog. i can say anything i want and that's so cool right. anyway, i tried to call him, he didn't answer. i actually tried to call him a lot of times and yes no answer. all i ever do was be nice to him and this is what i got. i don't know what to do anymore, i want to give up but i love him. did i mention no one knows he has a girlfriend except his family and bestfriend. his other friends don't know a thing. hahahaha. i am a lucky girl, am i???? hahahahaha HAHAHAHAHAHA. seriously! this is making me crazzy!!!

dreams

do you have something in mind that you want to achieve ever since you were a kid? have you ever had the vision of what you will do after high school? what course do you want to take, what school do you want to go, what place do you want to live. these are common questions that a fresh high school graduate asks themselves every year. after they got the their answers, i wonder if how many of those kids made the right choice, how many of those quit after the 1st semester? college was a roller coaster ride for me. i've taken my bachelor's degree for 5 and a half years. 2 reasons, 1. i shifted my course in favor of my parent's wishes. 2. i encountered some problem including my boyfriend during that time (long story, can't be summed up into one post and no, no one got pregnant) this college thing was something new. i was a dorky girl, no fashion sense but hey i'm pretty enough. :) so anyway, my 1st year in college was awesome, i met some friends, learned to party with friends and i learned how to be responsible. i learned that college wasn't easy, you have to study hard to pass every subject. the city was nice in every sense, the dormitory which i live in is not very nice but i love the girls i live with. they are the nicest people you will ever meet. 2nd year college was also fun, girls started to get used to the city and they started to have boyfriends just like me. after my 2nd year in college, a lot of things changed, i shift to other course that i don't even like, i transferred to a school that i hate and my boyfriend and i broke up, without me knowing it... that pretty much summed it all up. haha. so my dream is to become a renowned doctor, hey a girl can dream. i never planned this to be more time consuming as it was already. no one knew this would happen, i planned my career all my life and all of those dreams vanished when i transferred. i never wanted to be a nurse but i can say i pretty much enjoyed the whole experience. it was a great ride, actually. being physically around the patients is a lot of fun. but the learning is too practical, it lacks from real learning. i can mock nursing all day long if you want me to but i wont do that today. i'm still contemplating if i'm going to take up medicine or not. i'm torn between money and dream. i want to have a job right away but at the same time i want to pursue my dream. you know that feeling when all of your friends are earning a lot already and you're still depending on your parents. that sucks. but i want to be someone. i want to reach my dreams. i want to attend my alumni homecoming party wearing a white coat. hahahahahahaha..

and i'm back!

Hey blog, we meet again. I haven't blogged for like forever. Well, that's because my rants about life are in twitter now because it's easier to access for quick bashing and ranting. It's not my personal account though, i just made an account for bashing that i don't want others to know about. Anyway, writing these reasons have no sense at all, it's not like i have a follower here or something to feel sorry for. I'm merely talking to myself yes? :)


So why am i here, again? Oh right, i have some realizations in life. (Maybe not realization, just something to rant about) so here we go. :))


Well, i have a boyfriend, we've been together for YEARS now but..

#1. he never seemed to be proud of me, as in ever. I can feel that he don't want others to know about us. (It makes me feel insecure)

#2. he have this incredible temper that everything i do seems to pushes his hot button.

I really don't know how to react about it. I don't want to be demanding and shallow but it makes me feel so small everytime.
Hey, i'm not the prettiest girl in the world you'll ever see, but i look decent enough! I put an effort in caring for myself physically. I may not be on the top of the class but i am better than the other students, i'm not stupid! I may not be an elite socialite, but hey i'm not as poor as a rat. I'm just an ordinary girl, not a trophy girlfriend. Maybe that's what he feels about it, i'm not a trophy gf so why bother show everyone in facebook and twitter that he's in a relationship with me for years? Well, that's how i feel about it.

Let's talk about #2 then, i'm not someone you would consider to be a hard-to-handle-girlfriend. I am someone who can be as boring as he wants me to be, no social life just a home buddy. I do that just to make him feel at ease that i'm not cheating with anyone else. If I ever decided to go out i wouldn't bother telling him because that's war. I'm in a cage, to sum it all up.

The realization that i am talking about is that:
#1 i'm stupid
#2 i need him to stop doing those things to me
#3 i can't do it
#4 i feel sorry for myself (and i hate that feeling)

I know no one will ever read this blogpost but if it happens that someone will ever read this, give me your thoughts.

pick pocketed

I was in the Philippines last week. I decided to shop for some clothes because it's Christmas and i need new clothes to wear for some parties. For some reason i decided to bring my sling bag and my big wallet. After shopping for a top. I took money out of my wallet, a 1000 peso bill. Then i put the change in my pocket. Then i roam around, i went to this tiange where some vintage necklaces were for sale. I bought one then suddenly i decided to look for my wallet and it's now gone. My 2 phones are still inside but not my wallet. I have a very small bag that's why i panicked because i know that it's gone. When i noticed that i don't have my wallet anymore in my bag i went to the guard to report this. I went to the costumer service and they were polite to ask the guards to roam around and see if the thief threw my wallet some place else because i really need my ID's and all that. i have 3 dollars and 1700 pesos in that wallet. Come on my id's are there together with my atm which by the way has no value. anyway, long story short i never got to see my wallet again. i'm really not sure if the guards really roamed around. I, actually roam around to see whether my wallet is being thrown in a trash can or what not.

BEFORE THAT HAPPENED, i actually noticed that a guy were staring at my bag, he went near me but i held my bag in front of me while i ask the lady to assist me in changing my phone's screen protector. I was so stupid and careless for not taking care of my valuables well. I haven't kept an eye for it. I'll never bring a sling bag ever again. I realized that a shoulder bag is much better as it stays nearer to your body.

This is the FIRST time that it ever happened to me. I usually go to malls by myself. the same bag, i sometimes forget that my bag is open but never in my life did this ever happened to me that someone pick pocketed me. This is the first time and i'm sure that i closed my bag after paying for the top i bought. come on philippines, why do you have such POOR people that needs to rob someone else to have money? what pisses me off is that IT'S a FUCKING "MALL" it supposed to have a good security. i'll go back there maybe tomorrow just to see if they found it. BUT MAN, these people are CRAZZZYYY. i mean, that was GENIUS and FAST. FUCK this life. i'll never go back to that mall EVER again. this didn't even happened in MANILA were crime rate is really high. it happened some place in laguna.. GEEZ. POOR PEOPLE. i hope you die. I hope you're conscience is torturing you already. I hope you'll die painfully slow. i hate you!!

question

how should you react when someone says something hurtful to you?

Gossip Girl Quotes

One of the things i love about gossip girl is that it touches my heart well. It is a reflection of every young adult and adult's experiences of today. When things are a bit off, I throw myself into the couch, watch every series that i love and try to feel what the characters feel. I love it when Gossip Girl says her lines and it make sense, actually. Here are some of Gossip Girl's quotes and lines. XOXO



SEASON 1

Gossip Girl: And who am I? That's one secret I'll never tell ... You know you love me. XOXO, Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl: Did B think S would go down without a fight? Or can these two hotties work it out? There's nothing Gossip Girl likes more than a good cat fight. And this could be a classic.

Gossip Girl: Super-successful parents expect nothing less from their offspring. And when it comes to college, that means the Ivies. It's more than just getting into college, it's setting a course for the rest of your life. And those who aren't legacies are no exception. When parents have sacrificed for their children, what kid would want to let them down?

Gossip Girl: Some might call this a fustercluck. But on the Upper East Side, we call it Sunday afternoon.

Gossip Girl: Looks like Blair and Chuck came with quite the appetite... for destruction, that is.

Gossip Girl: This just then, S and B committing a crime of fashion. Who doesn't love a five fingers discount, especially if one of those fingers is the middle one... Everyone knows you can't choose your family but you can choose you friends. And in a world ruled by bloodlines and bank accounts, it pays to have a pal. As much as a BFF can make you go WTF, there's no denying we'd all be a little less less rich without them. And Serena and Blair? They do best things better than anyone. No, that's not a tear in my eye, it's just allergies. Without you, I'm nothing. Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl: Spotted -- Lonely Boy's rude awakening. Upper East Side Queens aren't born at the top. They climb their way up in heels, no matter who they have to tread on to do it.

Gossip Girl: Call us old school. But sometimes the fairly tale requires the knight to get off his ass and saddle up his steed.

Gossip Girl: Spotted on the steps of the Palace -- Cinderella stepping onto a pumpkin instead of her carriage. Lucky for Lonely Boy, there's more than one stable filling our inbox.

Gossip Girl: If Blair has got to watch her back, Serena needs to keep an eye on her heart. We hear it may have been stolen by Lonely Boy.

Gossip Girl: Too bad no one told him: you can't save a damsel if she loves her distress.

Gossip Girl: Here's a little tip, Jenny: the faster you rise, the harder you fall. Hope that Hello Kitty sleeping bag doubles as a parachute.

Gossip Girl: Didn't anyone tell you N? Be careful what you wish for.

Gossip Girl: Looks like this little lamb needs to stay silent or else.

Gossip Girl: What was it we say about appearances? Yes, they can be deceiving. But most of the time, what you see is what you get.

Gossip Girl: According to the Catholic Church, mortal sin can only be absolved through the sacred act of confession. But it looks like a certain lost Princess found herself in desperate need of unburdening. And who is the man upstairs to discriminate?

Gossip Girl: Looks like the pot calling the kettle black has young Bass boiling over. And if we know Chuck, he's not one to let things lie. Someone pour that man a drink.

Gossip Girl: As you might have guessed, Upper East Siders, prohibition never stood a chance against exhibition. It's human nature to be free, and no matter how long you try to be good, you can't keep a bad girl down.

Gossip Girl: So what will it be Nate? Blair Waldorf's hand or your fathers head?

Gossip Girl: Speak of the Devil and he doth appear - wearing his trademark scarf. Careful, B. Hell hath no fury like a Chuck Bass scorned.

Gossip Girl: Serena van der Woodsen, looks like your invitation just arrived... with strings attached. Come out, come out wherever you are!

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Nate Archibald learning you don't know a good thing until it's gone... and found someone else.

Gossip Girl: This just in - we hear there's a cold war brewing between Lonely Boy and a certain blue blood. We never thought we'd say this ourselves...
Serena: There you are. What's going on?
Dan: I'll tell you what's going on. I just became your escort to the ball.
Gossip Girl: ... But our money's on Brooklyn for the win!

Gossip Girl: Hear those silver bells? It's Christmas time in the city. Some families actually do make the Yuletide gay, managing to leave their troubles far away. Other families have a merry little Christmas even when their troubles aren't so far away. Some presents might end up getting returned. Some gifts are for keeps. Other presents come when you least expect them. And everyone knows the biggest present comes in the smallest box. Then there are those boxes you wish you had never opened. Have a holly, jolly Christmas! XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: This just in; St. Jude's has a new policy. An eye for a lie!

Gossip Girl: Hear those Silver Bells? It is Christmas time in the city.

Gossip Girl: (about Blair) Looks like Daddy's girl isn't made of sugar and spice and everything nice after all.

Gossip Girl: Hey, Upper East Siders! It's Christmas in New York. And along with the season comes the Constance Billard-St. Jude's Bazaar; where the only thing bizarre are the donated items for sale.

Gossip Girl: Spotted spinning at Wallman Rink, the Blair-capades. All the grace of Nancy Kerrigan, but packing the punch of Tonya Harding.

Gossip Girl: Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of who you are. And where you wanna be. And sometimes you have to venture outside your world in order to find yourself. As for me, I'm happy right where I am. I only wanna be with you. xoxo ... Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl: Who knew B and C were such patrons of the arts? Call it philanthropy or bribery, it looks like everyone has their price.

Gossip Girl: Spotted - Lonely Boy learning that when the punishment fits the crime, there's no reason you can't serve your sentence in style.

Gossip Girl: There's a weak link in every chain. And it's just a matter of time before this one snaps.

Gossip Girl: On the Upper East Side, it's easy to think that the world is exactly as it appears. Refined, elegant, imposing... But sometimes, all it takes is a little key to open the door to the wild side.

Gossip Girl: One good scandal deserves another.

Gossip Girl: Looks like the Virgin Queen isn't as pure as she pretends to be. If Blair Waldorf lied about that, what else did she lie about? Who's your Daddy, B? Your baby's Daddy that is... Two guys in one week? Talk about doing the nasty, or should I say being nasty.

Gossip Girl: What's the difference between gossip and scandal? So glad you asked. Anyone can commit a minor indiscretion and generate a day's worth of buzz, but in order for gossip to birth a true scandal it requires the right person to be in the wrong place. Take one "it" girl on a pedestal, add a crowd eager to see her fall, and give them the means to knock her down.

Gossip Girl: And for a scandal to really blow up, all it needs is an unexpected turn.

Gossip Girl: As any good general knows, you never let your soldiers see you sweat. Looks like this battle's ending at Butter, and the win goes to B. Victory is sweet.

Gossip Girl: One may be the loneliest number... But sometimes only the lonely can play. Wake up little Jenny. The bitch is back.

Gossip Girl: The French Revolution had cake, the American Revolution had tea, but looks like the overthrow of Blair Waldorf, well... Who said you need a silver spoon to dole out just desserts?

Gossip Girl: Waky waky Upper East Siders. Spring Break is done and I'm starved for the dish. Give me the deets.

Gossip Girl: Hope that wasn't the wrong answer, S. This test doesn't grade on a curve.

Gossip Girl: Don't look so sad little J! The sun will come out tomorrow, even though your boyfriend did today.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Jenny Humphrey wading in the Met fountain fishing for change. Blair Waldorf seen dallying with an off-duty doorman at the Blarney Stone on a Monday night. It looks like the battle between the Queen B and Little J has moved from the streets to the blogs. Who's sending this debasing dish? I have a feeling.

Gossip Girl: But the worst thing the truth can do? Is when you finally tell it, it doesn't set you free... but locks you away, forever.

Gossip Girl: This just in, Asher Hornsby has been spotted locking lips before class but not with his girlfriend. Looks like gentlemen don't prefer blondes, Little J, they prefer other gentlemen. Is this just another round of blanks fired between B and Little J? I'm tired of being the bearer of bad grudges. This is the last item that goes to press without proof.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, B. and C. reunited to defend S.'s honor. With friends like these, who needs armies?

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Lonely Boy, on the Upper East Side, learning the lesson that nothing stays missing for long.

Gossip Girl: Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today, in the face of this company, to watch this man and this woman totally F things up. Excuse while I pull out a hanky and pass it to S and D. Looks like I'm not the only one who cries at weddings.


SEASON 2

Gossip Girl: Chuck Bass waiting for the Jitney. A dozen roses in one hand, his heart in the other. You know what they say: A man is a good thing to come home for. But an even better thing to come home with.

Gossip Girl: Ain't karma a bitch? We know Blair Waldorf is.

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Blair Waldorf at Charles de Gaulle, homeward bound. What could possibly make Queen B abandon her two dads before Labor Day? We bet Chuck Bass wants to know.

Gossip Girl: Unlike the rest of us, sex lies and scandal never take a vacation. Instead, they take the Long Island Expressway and head east - to the Hamptons! Some of us would say summer is the busiest season. Think Park Avenue, but with Tennis whites, and Band de Soleil. The players change, but the game remains the same.

Gossip Girl: They say summer love is fleeting. But sometimes what starts as a fling, can lead to the real thing. A simple trip to the beach can be all it takes to clear our heads and open our heads, and write a new ending to an old story. There are those who got burned by the heat. They just want to forget and start over. While there are others who want each moment to last forever. But everyone can agreed on one thing - tans fade, highlights go dark, and we all get sick of getting sand in our shoes. But summer is the beginning of a new season, so we find ourselves looking to the future. You ain't seen nothin' yet. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: When words get in the way, there's really only one thing left to do.

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Serena and Nate in a massive display of PDA... and that's exactly what Dan Humphrey is. Pretty. Damn. Angry.

Gossip Girl: Cheers to that, Blair. Nothing says welcome home like a bottle of bubbly... or a scandal bubbling.

Gossip Girl: Summer Tip #3. Take time to stop and smell the flowers. It's true that all good things must come to an end. August is no exception. They don't call it Fall for nothing.

Gossip Girl: Summer Tip #2. There is no "we" in summer. Only u and me.

Gossip Girl: As summer comes to an end, I'd like to share a few things I've learned about fun in the sun. Gossip Girl's guide to summer fun tip #1: Don't fall asleep on the job. The best hookups are free of morning breath and awkward conversation. The only thing better than making up ... is waking up.

Gossip Girl: Summer vacationers traverse the globe in search of new sights and experiences. But when it comes to scandal, I'll take Manhattan every time. Welcome home, Upper East Siders. You know you missed me. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: What's this? Chuck's date and Blair's date are mother and son? And Nate and Blair are exes? And Nate and the mother are in a book club? Now there's a novel plot twist.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, Chuck Bass putting his new BFF on speed dial. Is it the beginning of a beautiful bro-mance? Or the end of Blair's bid to be British?

Gossip Girl: In these last hazy days of summer, a few simple tips to beat the heat: 1. Drink plenty of fluids. 2. Stay out of the sun. 3. Limit all physical activity... that is, within reason.

Gossip Girl: If you can't stand the heat ... there's always a cold shower.

Gossip Girl: Spotted: S and Lonely Boy locking lips like all is forgiven. Will round two be any better?

Gossip Girl: Spotted: Lady B acting not so lady-like. Hope you kept the receipt for that tiara, B.

Gossip Girl: Love may fade with the season, but some friendships are year round. Like you and me! You know you love me. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: Looks like Lady B is determined to have it all. Question is... who with?

Gossip Girl: Sorry to break it to you B, but this party just went over... to the dark side.

Gossip Girl: Sound the trumpet, strumpets!

Gossip Girl: They say in fashion that you can become a success overnight. But one minute you're in, and the next, you're out.

Gossip Girl: Don't get mad, get in.

Gossip Girl: One bad thing about making a deal with the devil is, he always comes to collect.

Gossip Girl: Every girl dreams about finding her Prince Charming. But if that prince refuses to come?

Gossip Girl: Poor little orphan Jenny, looks like she needs a Daddy Warbucks, but Daddy Warbucks don't grow on trees. At least on a tree that grows in Brooklyn.

Gossip Girl: More towers than Trump, more bucks than Bloomberg. Bart Bass definitely made his mark on Manhattan. The passing of a public figure can shake a whole town. But the real story is always the one happening in private. Away from the headlines. At home.

Gossip Girl: The past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present.

Gossip Girl: Who knows, maybe third time's a charm. But let's not break out the bubbly just yet.

Gossip Girl: Pop quiz. What do you get when you cross Chuck Bass, a billion dollars and Bart cold in the ground?

Gossip Girl: One thing about being on the top of the world.. it gives you a long, long way to fall.

Gossip Girl: Spotted at Victrola, Lonely Boy and Chuck Bass having a heart to heart. What or who do they have talk about? And will Serena will be the last to know?

Gossip Girl: Word is Serena van der Woodsen tangoed in the New Year in the plazas of Buenos Aires.

Gossip Girl: Gossip Girl here, welcoming you to the New Year. When Manhattanites who flew south for the sun return to their Park Avenue perches. Which means I have a lot of catching up to do. Word is, Serena van der Woodsen tangoed in the New Year in the plazas of Buenos Aires. Guess that means Lonely Boy was all alone when the clock tolled twelve. And what of Little J? Rumor is she's trading runways for hallways. So long high fashion, hello high school. Blair Waldorf has been spotted making inroads at The Colony Club. With high school nearing its end, has Queen B. found a new social ladder to climb? So the only real question remaining: Where in the world is Chuck Bass? And is he ever coming back?

Gossip Girl: Sticks and stones may break bones, but a poison pen is the best revenge.

Gossip Girl: The thing about new beginnings is that they require something elso to end.

Gossip Girl: True love and betrayal. Revenge and more revenge. A heroine with an impossible goal. If only Mozart had lived on the Upper East Side. But you can keep your magic flute, Amadeus. All this queen wants is a golden ticket to Yale.

Gossip Girl: Spotted, B hot for teacher. Too bad Miss Carr doesn't remember the devil is in the details.

Gossip Girl: Every great leader knows, you don't send your girls into the field unarmed. If we know Blair Waldorf, munitions are on their way.

Gossip Girl: While Upper East Siders are hitting the snooze button, Blair Waldorf had a rude awakening when the rooster crowed at dawn this morning.

Gossip Girl: They say every action has an equal and opposite reaction, and once something is set on motion, it can't help up to build a momentum.

Gossip Girl: One thing is certain on the Upper East Side - what goes around, comes around.

Gossip Girl: Some endings take a long time to reveal themselves. But when they do, they're almost too easy to ignore. Some beginnings start so quietly, you don't even notice they're happening. But most endings come when you least expect them. And what they portend is darker than you've ever imagined. Not all beginnings are cause for celebration. A lot of bad things begin, fights, flu season and the worst thing of all... Want to be starting something? XOXO. Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: In life, as in art, some endings are bittersweet. Especially when it comes to love. Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart. Sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong. And, as they say, timing is everything. Looks like this story might just have a second act. Let's hope it's not a tragedy. XOXO. Gossip Girl.

Gossip Girl: Sometimes, the hero finally makes the right choice, but the timing is all wrong.

Gossip Girl: Every actress eventually finds the hook into her character. Even if sometimes life has to give her a little push. But don't worry, B, when God closes a door, he opens a play.

Gossip Girl: On the Upper East Side, all the world's a stage and the men and women merely players. But once a year, Constance St Jude's students shed their usual roles and take on new ones for the Senior Class play. This year's pick? "The Age of Innocence." Before Gossip Girl, there was Edith Wharton, and how little has changed. The same Society snobs still reigned, only in corsets and horse-drawn carriages.

Gossip Girl: Poor Miss Iowa caught playing Mrs Robinson. Looks like the teacher just got schooled.

Gossip Girl: Cuidado España, here comes el problema.

Gossip Girl: Baruch Atah ay Dios mio! This Passover is going to get its own Spanish Inquisition!

Gossip Girl: Ahh ... who knew the MotherChucker could also play fairy godmother. But if C just made B's dreams come true, why does it feel like our queen is standing with the wrong king?

Gossip Girl: You wanted to meet Gossip Girl? Well, look around. I'm nothing without you. And while most high school friendships fade, it's my hope that what happened today will bond you forever. Now that all my secrets are out, you have a clean slate. Until college. Congratulations, I'm coming with you.

Gossip Girl: Serena van der Woodsen just couldn't leave well enough alone. Since she had to find out the truth about me, I'm going to tell you the truth about everyone. Every gossip bomb I've got is about to drop, and if you've got a problem with that, take it up with her. Ever wonder why Miss Carr left town? It's because Dan Humphrey had sex with her during the school play...

Gossip Girl: Not so fast. You're not graduating until I give you my diplomas. Mine are labels, and labels stick. Nate Archibald: Class whore. Dan Humphrey: The ultimate insider. Chuck Bass: Coward. Blair Waldorf: Weakling. And as for Serena van der Woodsen, after today, you are officially irrelevant. Congratulations, everyone. You deserve it.



More of Gossip Girl lines on my next blog. XOXO..

:))

pity

When we feel that world is not being fair to us we tend to pity ourselves. We tend to cry, blame people and blame God. We use all our power to show pride but at the end of the day we can't help but to pity ourselves. I hate to say it but this is normal for people. It's never an easy task to admit that you're weak and that you pity yourself.

What should you do?

Let go of the things that make you sad. Let go of the people who don't treat you right. Leave them behind and start a new life without them.

You love that person? You can't live without that person? You're happiness is that person itself?

If that person feels the same way too, you shouldn't feel the way you're hurting right now. You shouldn't be there cursing the world because people were unfair.


Is it really that hard to let go?

Yes. It is hard. That's why you have to be with your strongest companion in your weakest days. You should be with God. You have to be with your friends. You have to learn how to love yourself first and how to trust yourself that you can do this.

You have to leave the people who hurt you and hurting you.


Good day